Well, things were going great last year except so unexpected turns. I was really busy and i couldnt blog when i wanted to:X PROMOS was like a bit cui, gotta work hard this year!!!!!!!!!!
I know i can never be by your side again but i just hope that you wont hate me, cause i dont too. Its just that i dont know how to face you and that i dont want to get the wrong idea again.
My heart is frail now. I cant take much pain or hurt as well. Now, ME = ME ? I dont even know.
Things have changed but i dont know if i can still take it, its like i dont know whether i can be as fervent as last time. I just dont know anymore. But now just to hide behind masks, love another day and hope for the best
I dont like to make mistakes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 3:41 PM.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Lost the battle.
Well. time for things to change for the worse right?
i guess i have just lost a friend, a childhood one. One i thought that i could trust, however, dont think so. But, everytime i just dont really like his attitude. once or twice enough ba.. but he just keeps continuing about it...
I dont think he wants to speak to me ever again. but although his attitude i dont really like, i still really need him. no matter what.. i really would need friends through this rough period. i dont like this at all. any of this.
I guess i lost myself totally. Spiritually as well. should i go back?
maybe i should.. but i really dont have the courage to.
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 6:42 AM.
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 9:56 AM.
Friday, October 15, 2010
Jesse McCartney - Why don't you kiss her
Lyrics:
Were the best of friends And we share our secrets She knows everything that is on my mind Lately somethings changed As I lie awake in my bed A voice here inside my head Softly says
Why don't you kiss her Why don't you tell her Why don't you let her see The feelings that you hide She'll never know If you never show The way you feel inside
Oh I'm so afraid to make that first move Just a touch and we Could cross the line And everytime she's near I wanna never let her go Confess to her what my heart knows Hold her close
Why don't you kiss her Why don't you tell her Why don't you let her see The feelings that you hide She'll never know If you never show The way you feel inside
What would she say I wonder would she just turn away Or would she promise me That she's here to stay It hurts me to wait I keep asking myself
Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her) Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her) Why don't you let her see The feelings that you hide She'll never know If you never show The way you feel inside...
its a very nice song =), just found it while just looking at jmac songs. He's cool =) sang super awesome songs
this song runs deep man!
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 5:02 PM.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
HELL
just finished promos. man it was hell! haizzz. did so much study and so many late nights. i have forced my body to perform. now its getting into me:/feel so tired nowadays. keep sleeping and eating today... haha
I really hope everything can work out as i have already been quite screwed this first quarter of my life,
Welcome to my life, well that is, if i have a life that is
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 9:41 AM.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
ARGH -.-
haizzz gp paper dont at least:)))) but idk whether i am good ma, whether i pass or not. welll i guess this will be my last post. see u after promos :)))))) >
be back on the 7/10/10 :DDDD
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 6:39 PM.
Friday, September 24, 2010
# 28 too close for comfort
a weekend to come. yet i feel so apprehensive and scared about it. Feel so compelled to just give up and wish everything could just be normal again. I hate feeling stressed and all :// just dont like it
prom(os) are already coming. its coming fast and furious just like Japan's bullet train(or is it even japan???!!). Well, i hope this time i study wont be a sandbag against the tide and that i really hope and pray over all my 1111 tweets that i will come out alive and in one piece(*crosses fingers). If well if i get into different pieces, people also cant eat me :))) i am poisonous remember??? oh well, we gotta do what we have to do! hope all this comes out well.
i should be studying now, at this very moment, but due to my nature, i am slacking agn. Like my fiery warrior once said, *quotes* " when do i ever learn?". hahahaha :) energizer also say " u must change..."
today been in sch for quite long. had some consultation. then went home. now lying on the bed, i really feel like sleeping.....
super cuiiii. dont know why also. random thought. well somehow i alw miss 11.11 like i just did, now its 11.16.... nice =)..
Sky says BYEBYE! :D, 8:05 AM.
Sky! (:
About meeeeee
A guy, now 17 years old(or is it 1+7?)
has bearbear beside me all the time, dont be surprised at that!
Joined Cuesports at PJC! Awesome man!
Well, i can't do without music.
Born on 22/02
Currently in 10S02, awesome class, cause we are assholes too=))
All your desires/wants here!!!!
(Sky wants to bite you :) *kidding!*
Black Crumpler bag
Guitar hero discs
IPHONE 3GS
New Closet
more shirts and t-shirts
deardear
new headphones
audition
NRIC for maple
new converse shoes(school/going out)
straight Bs for promos
